I love this Photo i captured from the Book....It's remind me of my beloved brother when we are children. He loved the toy guitar our father bought for him. For some reason, while we are having lunch, our father just came back from nearby village to sell some vegetables produce from our farm. As i am big sister to my younger brother, our father gave me extra cash than him, he keep complaining why ate got more than i do? ate means is respect call for big sister. Then our father told him because she is your ate, you still small boy that time i think i am age 7years old he was 5. While we eating he is crying, our father hate any noise while in the dining table. Our father don't worry i give you extra next time, but my brother did not listen. he kept crying while he having his lunch, suddenly our father lost his temper, yes he is high temper Man and strict person, He took the spoon and threw on my brother's forehead. I was panic and shocked to saw it was bleeding. It's broke's my heart apart, i lost my mood to eat too, me and my mother attended to him, rushing to take some traditional medicine. Our father shouting and had took his guitar and hit on the wooden stairways it's broke. my beloved brother with tears flows from his eyes took his guitar and tried his best to repair it. How it hurts me and pity him. I somehow hated our father since the time i am knowing things.
He past away when he was 11 plus years old i was 13plus years old... Its the biggest Trials in my Life ever. i was in shocked and trauma didn't managed to attend school for one month. Since then our life had changed so much, specially on me. We used to sleep in the same bed since when we were little kids until we turn teens. We are bonded.....
How i miss him so much...That's one of shadows in my life....the pain,sorrow,sadness,loneliness its caused still burden in my heart, he be part of me until my very last breath................
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